Want Sustainable Change? Stop Resolving and Start Intending.
Since the calendar flipped to 2014, we’ve gone from proclaiming grand resolutions for personal change to licking wounds of defeat for failing to meet them.
For a very long time I was one of those people. In what would seem like an instant I’d go from creating expectations starting with I have to, I will or I must to reluctantly recanting those plans. Slowly but surely I’d use convincing words to anyone within earshot about how such extremes were unnecessary or why the time wasn’t right to do them. Like most people, I thought only in very black and white terms when I sought change. If I couldn’t achieve the level of transformation initially desired, I’d lessen the goal or walk away completely.
A really interesting aspect of this annual resolution-making dance for most people is, within the same breath of firm commitment would be a silent strategy for letdown. I remember feeling comforted knowing others shared the predicted inability to remain accountable for behavior modification. However there was one very big difference between me and most other people. Back then I was completely ill-equipped for the emotional reactions associated with real or perceived failure.
Why did I allow this to happen year after year? Why was I wildly unaware of the definition of insanity as I most certainly ended up doing the same things year over year expecting different results. While I’m not in any position to claim I’m completely sane today, I have found a way to end this every-twelve-month game of tease.
I stopped making resolutions with expectations to change and started setting intentions to work my way toward change.
When I became willing to claim my seat in the rooms of recovery I started to learn how dangerously delicious expectations are for someone like me. I’d always set the bar unreasonably high because I wanted to exceed probability and prove to others I would go above and beyond to accomplish what I committed to do.
I never knew how deeply rooted my need to seem perfect in the eyes of others had been. I got so wrapped up in high praise for undertaking grand plans for change I’d completely disregarded the actual, tactical steps needed to accomplish such profound feats.
The more I listened to people who had the kind of recovery I hoped to one day have, the more I realized there might be something to this idea of easing up on myself and the expectations looming around in my head. These time-generous people shared stories of how such confident beliefs ended up being equally disastrous seeds for resentment. Eventually they found setting an intention to do the next right thing ultimately led them to attain a life that makes sense.
Bingo! I didn’t need to make sweeping changes based on what others would think of the statements made when turning the New Year corner. I wanted to have the kind of sustainable change to live a life that made sense. So I began taking the steps to get there and by doing so found what I’d always thought was my right resolution was in fact not right for me at all.
Thanks to a willingness to do things differently, I’ve been able to accomplish much-needed sustainable change. How I’ve done this is simple. I continue making realistic intentions to do the next right thing one day at a time, not once a year.
A Moment to Breathe…
Think about resolutions you’ve made for 2014. Can you re-frame the words as an intention rather than a “must do”? This simple shift may lead you on the pathway for the kind of sustainable change you seek. Take a moment to contribute your experience here or by sharing on your favorite social media site.
Thanks for sharing. I do face the same dilemma time and time again. At least, I feel alrite knowing others share the same sentiment as well.
This is why I write this blog. There’s nothing better than knowing (once again) I’m not alone in the effort to remember progress, not perfection!